I am misunderstood, I don't get a chance. They never had any interest in knowing the real me, they never gave me the opportunity. I am a very reserved shy person. Putting my emotions on the Internet is a new thing. I don't like prying eyes. But sometimes pouring your emotions anywhere is better than allowing them to sit and simmer inside until you reach a boiling point and EXPLODE. So we are going to discuss this tomorrow are we, I already have seen this story and know how it goes. Your right were wrong, they have "teams" alliances we are the enemy that needs to be attacked. You have to meddle in our lives! You feel that you have the right to meddle in our lives. Our decisions aren't OK unless they were your decisions first! We are misunderstood adults that are treated like children. Apparently we don't know how to run our lives. Our beloved daughter shouldn't be in existence, why because YOU didn't say it was OK you didn't make the decisions. It wasn't about you?! Why is it that its always about you? Why are you to blind to see that effort is made? Money, money, money the pupil of your eyes is nothing more than dollar signs. Money comes and money goes but family is forever. You don't see it that way though, you've reached the top and your greed makes you want need and crave more, more, more. Your on to bigger and better things. I am just patiently sitting by waiting for you to peak and then crash and I will be sitting here laughing at you. It wasn't success it was failure. Then what do you have left? Who do you have left? Nothing, no one, and its no ones fault but your own. You pushed everyone away drove everyone out of your lives. Why can't it be just "us" why does everything turn into a three ring circus? Why is it always about you? So funny you say "we'll talk it out" "we will work it out". What you are going to rant and rave and we have to sit by and listen and you are just going to put a bigger wedge between us? Why do you think that I am such a horrible person? I don't understand why you think I am such a bad person? Oh why because I was poor I didn't come from wealth. We had to work for what we had. I had to have a job in high school? I didn't get hand outs. Get off your high horse you have no ideal how much I just want to knock you off it. I feel so uncomfortable around you. It shouldn't be like that. I should feel like family instead I feel like an outsider. Its miserable to be married to your son and have your granddaughter and still feel like I'm not a part of any of it because you didn't say it was "OK" for your son to decide to be in a relationship. Anyways, I hope tomorrow is the tomorrow we have been waiting for since yesterday. I truly hope that it is the end of the beginning and a new beginning until the end. But I doubt it because how dull will your life be then who will you have to talk crap about to your sisters and friends. It would just be to blah then.