Hmm...

So I am re-entering the work force for the first time in a year and almost a half. I am so excited and apprehensive at the same time. I applied for a job in Holdredge and even have an interview tomorrow. But tonight I got an interesting opportunity to work at the care home I worked at when I first started out as a CNA/MA. It would make our lives simpler if I work here but I don't know for sure that I can get the job. I do know pretty sure but not 100 percent but I would really like to work at this facility more. I don't know what to do I am torn. I have the opportunity in Holdredge but I want to take this one. If I can get the job first thing tomorrow morning at the facility I first worked at I will just call Holdredge and tell them I had another opportunity come up. Decisions, Decisions. On an up note Brett and I wrote letters to his parents about how we feel about whats going on and apparently we are all going to sit down and discuss it. Truly, it can only get better from here right it has to. We reached the ultimate low right it just has to get better. I am really feeling better now about getting a job. I am so excited to be getting a job and being around adults again. I cannot wait. Either way where ever it is the apprehension of the situation is fading and I am beginning to get excited about it. This will be good for our family, it will help eliminate our debt quicker, and move on with our lives. We will have alot less stress on us. Plus working at night what am I truly going to miss.... everyones sleeping although I may miss sleeping... lol oh well it will all fit in my schedule lol.